Chennai medical college,

First year, name anjali ravichandran room no 104 ground floor, my hostel supervisor said to me.

Hai, I am anjali ravichandran, madurai girl( tamil nadu), appa (dad) ravichandran bank manager, amma (mom) died on my brother's birth, now I am here in Chennai medical college pursuing my dream of becoming doctor, my appa and thambi ( younger brother) waiting outside of the hostel they are not allowed inside, if my amma alive she can come inside but it's okay no worries I kind of moved on, and this is my room.

Hai, i am ramya rajarathnam, and i am your roomate, a girl in my same age introduce herself her whole family is inside the room, probably her mother and aunts, i never been into big family, ok anjali don't panick just breath and introduce yourself then run to your appa.

" Hai i ..am ...anjali i actually go and meet my appa sorry"

I ran , like always whenever i met a mother figure i ran , this is become my life now, my amma died when i was five she is the most sweet and kind soul i ever met , after her i don't meet anyone like my mom, because my mom's family hate my father eventually they hated me and my brother and my father family compelled him to get marry another woman but he rejected and got into fight so they are also not with us, after that only me, my thambi karthick, my appa, i am a brave girl but only thing that makes me anxiety is family, i don't know why, me being near with any lovable family makes me sick.

Appa! and hugged him tightly . Hey ! papa ( little girl) what happened da? we are not going anywere now.

No, its nothing just i am freaked out , sorry appa.

Hey vaayadi( talkative) what happen is any senior scared you ?

If i say yes, what will you do ? beat them karthi?

yes, i will see only i have a right over you to scare and tease you no one will, keep it on your mind.

karthick said to me i smiled at him, he is always a troublemaker but loves me a lot .

Hey , what happen did i scared you or my family ? the girl came and asked to me.

No! no i am sorry , you are not fault ,its actually i missed them so only.

my appa sees me and understand the issue, hey ramya, he is my appa and he is my thambi.

i introduce her to them and she actually nice. ok bye uncle ,anjali i will be in the room ok bye.

Akka ( elder sister) you can't run away always like this.

karthi , go to canteen and bring some lunch for me and your akka, said appa.

Be careful, take my phone with you, i said . i know my appa is going to have a big talk with me now.

Papa, i think we talked about this a lot , your mom death is accident , i know you love her but you have to move on from her da.

No , i actually moved on pa, its just they are one big family , you know there are four ladies in the room, happily sending off their daughter or princess who knows, i just standing there with my suitcase alone and they all are seeing me a some sort off alien , i just can't.

Anjali ma, i know seeing your fellow students having a lovable mom makes you jealous but you have me, if you want i can dressed up like your mom and walked into your hostel, how about that idea?

paa! and i laughed , and just like that whatever is bothering me went into air, we had lunch and i parted my ways with my family, my only world so far, i turned and enter into the hostel my new world .